1.11.o8 balboa park. you&me.

I believe in memories...they look so, so pretty when I sleep. ='/



Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one...
to build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breathe.
I felt i was in way too deep, guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And i never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you.
More than you know...
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now i'm picking up the pieces.
putting my heart back together.

And when you slammed the front door shut,
a lot of others opened up.
So did my eyes so i could see that you never were
the best for me.

And now i'm picking up the pieces,
putting my heart back together.

fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.


if anything, it's my fault for not seeing it. for trusting too much.
for seeing the better in people too much. for forgiving and
giving someone a second chance when I shouldve known all along,
i'd just be hurt in the end. again.





mMm happy whatever month.


i thought i made you happy.
if everything you did for me meant something,
then tell me why you can't even try.

how i wished things woulda happened so differently,
i tried to say this many times but still you couldn't see..
you kept insisting that you would not [hurt] again.
but had to wake up, face reality.
but in the end...
it all just seemed too good to be true,
after all you put me through.


things will eventually fall into place.
they always do..
they have to.




just gotta keep looking forward to the better things in life.